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How Can The Seven of Spades Help Us Live Our Multidimensionality?

How can the 7♠ help us  live our multidimensionality?

This week’s card is the 7 of Spades. It is the card of Faith and Trust. It can mean that we might be going through some difficulties, stress or an inner struggle that helps us grow. Of course, stress and difficulties can result in an illness because our body holds what we’ve yet to process. Stress lowers our immune system and we catch colds, have allergy attacks or sometimes worse.

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Think about how your life is a particular way because of a belief you hold. Let’s use the example of believing in aging and that you start going downhill after age 30.

Due to that belief, you seem to have more aches and pains than others your age. You find gray hairs early. You get tired more often. You seem to no longer enjoy life or things fall into a very boring rut.

Then due to a variety of things, you realize that belief doesn’t serve you well and you change it. You let go of that belief and you take on the new belief that YOU are in complete control of how your body ages and that you don’t have to assign any particular age as any particular way of being.

Suddenly, your life changes. You feel younger. You find things to do that make you happy. You have more energy. You create a list of all the things you want to accomplish and you set out to do them. You stop cringing at birthdays and your friends notice how much younger you look.

THAT change in you, in your life, in your experiences is a new version of you. It actually changes some of your cells, it can affect how you look, feel and think. You are different. There is a new version of you. It sets up a new reality for you to live in.

You now have a new focused frequency!

Because time isn’t linear, the old you still exists. There is that version of you – the one aging quickly and not enjoying life – that still exists. And there is the new you. A new you simply because you changed a belief.

Because of the new belief, new people, experiences and feelings will now flow into your life. You are now heading in a new direction in your life.

Several things can happen now – and this is where the “trust” of the 7♠ comes into play.

You are eating differently now. You are out enjoying life now. Then, suddenly, something happens that scares you or makes you think your change is bogus (like losing friends because of it).

At that point you have to make a choice. You can’t have one foot on the dock and another foot on the boat. You are either all in the new way, or you go back to the old way.

Trust is an energy and we place that energy on things and beliefs. A child easily places their trust – all of it- on what they believe is possible. But, as adults, we tend to start rationalizing things and we wavier or split our trust energy up, hoping to hedge our bets.

Now you have split and dissipated energy. Your trust is no longer at 100% on the new belief that you are in control of your aging. It is like you took that new wide open door that Source was flowing new things to you through and you shut it part way.

What you have done is dissipated your own power.

100% trust and faith is 100% of your power to have what you truly want.

If you have had any type of religious background, faith and trust might mean that you have to believe in a God and that you just go through life blindly – following the will of that Higher Power. That can feel unsure because how can we know the will of said Higher Power? At that point, we hand over our power and while we might be told that we are living with blind faith, we are actually denying our birthright power to live who we are.

The Faith & Trust that the 7♠ speaks to us about is the 100% power that comes with 100% trust in a belief.

A belief is only as strong as the amount of trust energy we place in it. When we fully trust in a belief, it is very powerful and can change our lives.

100% trust equals 100% power.

Powerful people place their trust energy fully in what they believe in, directing that energy into what they believe is possible and to what they want – increasing their ability to manifest.

You choose a new reality – a new you- when you place your trust 100% on a belief about yourself and life. That 100% trust opens a door that allows a new reality to happen for you. A new dimension of you is born. That trust energy is not bound to just the physical. It is now part of your consciousness and it reaches beyond the limits of time and space.

This way of being – this ability to choose a new you and to have that reach beyond time and space is living as a multidimensional being. You have the power to make a choice – to choose what focused frequency you want to live at any moment.

Let’s go back now to the 7♠ card. In a forecast, it can speak to a possible struggle, an illness, stress or an event that challenges our faith and trust in something. (A belief.)

Seven’s always speak to “spiritual challenges,” BUT – what it is challenging or what it is helping to show us is a belief that might not be serving us, or is blocking us from what we really want in life. How this plays out is filtered by the planetary period the 7 card is in.

Using the example again of the belief in aging – let’s say that that person had the 7♠ in their Saturn period. Their belief in aging is suddenly highlighted due to their unhealthy lifestyle habits – let’s say they have been holding onto negative thoughts about themselves for a long time – such as I’m too old now to have fun or I have too many responsibilities to enjoy life. These thoughts have manifested as an illness and a lot of stress at work. They eat on the run and only processed food, ignoring any indication that their body gives them about needing real nutrients to thrive. Let’s say they end up with severe chest pain and they have to go to the hospital and have tests run for several days. They are finally forced to do something about their unhealthy lifestyle (which resulted from their belief in aging fast and no longer being able to enjoy their life.)

This becomes a challenge that presents an opportunity. (All challenges present an opportunity for us.)

While most people get told to make some changes by their doctor or they get put on some prescription drug (which can actually escalate an issue, but I won’t go there in this post!) and things might change for them, the person who is seeking to make their lives better (and uses guideposts such as the cards) can take this opportunity to check in and see what needs to change in their lifestyle and ways of thinking – aka — what belief has created this issue.

The 7♠ wants us to ask ourselves: Where am I placing my trust energy? Am I placing it 100% on a belief that is causing this issue? Or, am I 50% here and 50% there, thus dissipating my power? Am I using my full power to change my life and choose a new reality – a new me?

We might cringe when we see a 7 card in our forecast. We might look at the 7♠ and think it means we need to have faith in God. There is nothing wrong with that – the power in the belief that God will take care of you is like any other belief – it yields results based on the trust energy given to it.

The vibration of belief is unstoppable.

Living as a multidimensional being means we can take that card – that indicator of a potential challenge that is an opportunity — and choose a new reality – a new life, a new you – because you are a multidimensional being!

 

 

 

 

 

 

What is it Like to Change in Frequency?

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What is it like to change your frequency?

Over the past few weeks, I’ve been thinking a lot about what has happened to me and to Randi since March 27th – the day we decided to become biz partners and share the information she was receiving through her channeling.

I have experienced odd physical sensations and I think a lot about Ashley Maple – about transforming into Ashley Maple.

Who is Ashley Maple?

I wanted to share this story with you, as it is a big part of this week’s forum topic: Manifesting in the NOW! (Already a member? Here is the forum topic. Not a forum member? Go here to become one!)

You can read the condensed version of why Create the Leap changed here, but I wanted to elaborate on a few details.

On March 27th, under a big oak tree covered in Spanish moss, in Airlie Gardens, Randi and I did a session for me. I needed answers and was very distraught.

I was guided to pick a word that would be the name to represent the “future” me. I immediately saw in my mind’s eye a maple leaf floating in the air and picked “Maple.”

I was then guided on seeing me in the future and that me would be represented by the name Ashley Maple. Where was she? What was she doing?

I saw her dancing with other women on green grass (like in a pretty park), then sitting in a circle and teaching. Then I saw her in an RV, traveling and meeting new people on a regular basis. She was happy, healthy and always dancing.

The session went on to explain that the future me already existed – but at a different frequency and in a different dimension. And that we have access to any dimension we wish to tap into and we can become any of the versions of ourselves we desire by changing our frequency to match that version. This is how we manifest something we want in our life.

Now, that can all sound very woo-woo sci-fi (especially of you aren’t used to that manifesting lingo). But by seeing that version of me and giving her a name, I could tap into her. It also allowed me to see that I would be OK. Things weren’t as devastating as I felt they were at the time.

As the weeks passed and we were being taught through Randi’s channeled sessions, I kept Ashley Maple in my mind. I would see her in her RV, at gatherings, teaching with Randi and traveling.

I was researching RVs and going to look at all the various models and floor plans and at the nearby RV parks. I was picking the brain of a close friend of mine who was living full-time in an RV.

The more we did with the new work and the more I tapped into Ashley Maple, the more I saw changes within me. Not just with my attitude, but my dreams and my body.

I was having stretches of days where I was dog tired and needed over 9 hours of sleep. I was craving certain foods and not wanting food I normally ate. I was envisioning life in my RV – cooking, eating, doing yoga, walking my dog in the RV park, talking to other RVers and maneuvering my big truck/fifth wheel RV down the road.

I was also questioning all that was happening. Who was I to share this work? Was this for real? How did I get so lucky to actually get to do something I’ve always wanted to do?

And of course the BIG question: HOW was I going to GET said truck and fifth wheel?

The more sessions we did, the more I grasped that it was simply about changing my frequency to that of “Ashley Maple.”

She owned the RV and was doing what I want to do. She already existed. She was already doing her thing. I didn’t have to figure out how to get the RV or how to go from where I was to where she was in a linear fashion, I just had to change my frequency/vibration and become her.

It has been a gradual change. Little things have happened that might not even look like a frequency change, but is part of the process.

It took my close friend over a year to get her life changed around to go from living in a nice suburban house to living in an RV full-time. You have to downsize, you have to only have things in your kitchen supplies that are necessary and won’t break if they go bump while on the road. You might need a storage unit and you’ll switch out seasonal clothes. No more knick-knacks and you don’t need furniture.

I saw myself getting aggravated at not living near my favorite grocery store when I had to move last month but then I realized, as much as I love my routine and my fav shopping spots, when living in an RV, I’ll need to be more flexible in that regard. What I was currently going through was changing my frequency – letting me learn to not be so attached to my fav grocery store.

At first, I wasn’t even letting myself think about driving a big gas guzzling truck all the time. How can I feel that way about big trucks and still manifest one? I couldn’t. It won’t work.

So, one day I started noticing all the big trucks on the road – which ones were big enough to haul a fifth wheel? Which ones did I like? I started noticing the fifth wheels on the highways and what trucks were with them.

I still had a conflict regarding the truck though – I loved my car and didn’t want to be driving a big truck all the time – I wanted to keep my car for when parked here at home.

I knew I had to find my alignment with that or it would block me, so I asked the Universe to help me out. One day as I was driving through downtown, it hit me- when I am parked here at home, I can rent out my truck through Turo and drive the car I have. That switched my feelings about having a big truck and it changed my vibration.

I realized that I needed “time” to take care of all the adjustments. If someone had given me a wad of cash right when I had this idea and I went and bought an RV right then and there, I’d probably be having all kinds of issues right now. I would not have been in alignment, or in the right frequency to be living that life yet.

So, while we are learning to live outside the constraints of time (like learning that it isn’t about the money to reach your goals), we are still humans and we need to adjust things to match up with our desires.maple_leaves_time

I’ve taught this for years, but this experience really brought it home for me in so many ways!

Yes, I could instantly switch my frequency to that of Ashley Maple. We are capable of doing that. We are capable of SO much more than we think! But, it is taking these little steps and adjustments to help me make the changes needed.

 

I wanted to look at this in a practical manner as well. Let’s see how this works in the old typical way verses the Age of Omniscience way:

Old Way

  1. I need 80k or more to buy the RV and the truck (how do I make that kind of money? And fast? Brain goes into the mode of trying to figure that out and probably gives up)
  2. Do I finance it? If so, I need to raise my credit score and show consistent income (I’m self-employed and my income comes in chunks and not with pay-stubs – so I’d probably get denied.)
  3. I need to work 3 jobs and try to put a ton of money away. (ugh)
  4. Do I know anyone who would loan me the money? No…

Even writing these out, I feel heavy and like a loser…those feelings are very low vibrations and will get me NOWHERE!

 

New Way

  1. I don’t need to know HOW – Source has an infinite way of setting this up for me. (Wow, that feels nice!)
  2. I keep envisioning myself in the RV and when I feel inclined to go look at models and parks, I go and I learn more about them. (That is fun!!)
  3. I envision myself living in one and I see where I need to downsize and I go about doing that. (Feels good to make my life much simpler!)
  4. When I come up against a sticking point, I ask the Universe to sort it out for me and I get an idea of how to do just that.
  5. It isn’t about the dollar amount. 80k for Source is no big deal. I just have to be vibrationally “ready.” (I can do that. It’s nice actually to have this time to adjust.)

Writing out this new way feels much easier, lighter and is a higher vibration!

It has been fun to refer to this me that I’m becoming with a name. I can talk about her and feel her and know she already exists. It empowers me – verses feeling like this is a goal I can’t achieve.

Whenever I see a  maple leaf in designs or in nature, I see it as a wink and a nod from Source and it makes me feel supported.

I am simply becoming Ashley Maple. That lets me do this outside the constraints of “time” and the limitations it puts on me.

Bottom line – this feeeeeels waaaaaay better than the old way. I feel more like her each day and know that I AM HER!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Perfectionism- Is It Keeping Your Reality Conditional?

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Is perfectionism something you are always striving for? Or, is it your Achilles heel?

Do you tend to think that, “Once everything is perfect, then I can… (fill in the blank)?

I’ll admit, it’s something that I’ve struggled with.

Mine started as a very small child with a father who thought if one wasn’t perfect 100% of the time, they were worthless. Even as a 4-year-old, he’d set traps for me to show me how imperfect I was….

It has been one of my bugaboos for 50 some years.

Any of us with Virgo prominent in our birth charts (my Venus is in Virgo) have a perfection tendency in some area of our life.

So when our guides kept bringing up this topic (and the week they did, I also came across the article about the war against perfectionism Alicia Keys is doing), I paid attention.

The topic also came up in the session we did about the Orlando shooting, so I think it is worth expanding on.

Our Guides have been referring to it frequently because right now, my life is very out-of-sorts. I’ve been taken out of my comfort zone in many ways over the past few months. As well, Randi and I have been working diligently to get the website “perfect” and our schedules “perfect” and come up with a perfect routine, when in fact, we’ve been experiencing much chaos…which sets my teeth on edge!

As a coach and an entrepreneur, the topic of perfectionism comes up a lot.

We procrastinate because we think all has to be perfect before we are official.

One of my coaches taught that “imperfect action trumps non-action” because so many people put off things out of the feeling that all must be perfect to begin.

Whether it is school, our job, our relationships or our bodies, perfectionism can be the demise of way too many dreams and goals.

Below is a section from a session on the topic of perfection. The “ritual” mentioned is Randi’s usual way of getting ready to channel, with the lighting of candles from her altars honoring the four directions, above and below and her intention setting. She felt that she had to do this “getting ready” ritual in order to be able to channel. She needed things to be just so to feel that the channeling would happen as it should.

“We are wanting to remind all of you that your omniscience is as immediate as you perceive it to be. The rituals are excellent because they are focusing of energy; they are so excellent at setting an intention and honing in on a particular frequency from all frequencies that exist. So with Randi lighting the candle, she is preparing her energy to receive us, but what we would say to her is that it is not necessary. During a busy day, and wrangling the fans, and scratching her mosquito bites, and trying to get a session in before the baby starts crying or the parents get home, and allowing enough time for her treat of Game of Thrones… we would say in all of that, her ritual is just as immediate, in the sense that she take a deep breath and she do the next thing on her task list.

We are saying this as a general indication to everyone that your reality is what you perceive it to be, and if you always believe that the perfection of reality is only when you do a certain set of things, then you’re keeping your reality conditional. Whereas simply being in the now, and no matter how chaotic or wild or non-orderly that the now might appear to you…we would say to be in the now. Cherish the now for what it is and allow for the perfection of your reality to be happening always, rather than waiting for certain things to be in order and in place. For there is beauty, there is evolution, there is growth, there is poignancy IN THE NOW. Enjoy it; be in it. That is where eternally we are speaking to you from.

In understanding just how powerful our perceptions are, I’ve been able to shift a lot in my life. It works the same way in every single area of our life – no exceptions.

If you think that certain things have to be in place before you can achieve, receive, experience, feel, know or do…then THAT perception is the ONLY thing blocking you. You’ve placed a condition on your reality and experiences. YOU. Not your boss, lover, parents or circumstances. YOU. And then what follows is a conditional reality.

So, WHY do we do that?

 

Back to my father – one positive thing he did teach me was about the topic of “perfection” (ironically).

Here was his analogy: We tend to think that a perfect piece of chalk is right out of the box, all smooth, unused and tall. But, the perfect piece of chalk is the piece that has been used so much that it is hard to even hold. It is “perfect” because it is being used as it was intended. I like that analogy. I’ve been using that analogy when I feel out-of-sorts and that I want my “perfect” situation. I see how my situation is perfect because it is doing what it is meant to do.

A “perfect” piece of chalk has done NOTHING. NO writing on the board. No piles of white dust. Nothing for us to read.

The very used piece of chalk gave us something. Words, images, information. Yes, there are also piles of dust and we might be sneezing and need to clean up – (What a mess! So imperfect! ) – but we GOT something.

The point the guides keep making is that life is never a constant – it is always changing. We are creative beings and that creativity is what keeps us moving forward, trying new things, taking chaos and making it into something that works for us.

When we see a certain rung of the ladder we feel we must climb as that “perfect” place we need to get to, we are losing sight of our ability as creators. Once we are to that rung, we are different, life is different and we need a new rung to go for. Really, there is no “perfect” rung, because we are always changing and what we want is always changing.

That takes us back to the meaning of perfection as: doing what we/it is meant to do.

Again from our guides: There is much more evolution that comes from chaos, then comes from order, yes?

Yes.

  • Where and when in your life are you wishing for the perfect situation, the perfect person and the perfect conditions?
  • Where are you creating a conditional reality that isn’t helping you, but blocking you?
  • What if you saw something that doesn’t seem perfect as something that is meant to do what needs to be done?

The Four Of Spades – Focus on Your Foundation

Today’s blog post is about the Four of Spades. I’ve included excerpts from a session we did. (italicized below).

Within this new work that I am doing now with Randi (because of what she is channeling), I’ve been asking a lot about the cards and how they can continue to help us as we move into this new way of BEing.

When reading any post about a card, you can take the information and apply it to a card draw when you use the cards for personal divination, or if you have the card in your forecast or birth spread.

“So the Spades are about a focusing of energy, and are about lifestyle, but in this particular instance we as omniscience are so general, so vast, so broad… and that is what you all are coming to understand more and more in this Age of Omniscience – that reality is contingent on a focusing. Otherwise, all things exist at all times, but how does one experience any of that? It’s simply a matter of focus and that is what you all have chosen to do in coming into human lives as these personalities.”

We’ve been ensconced in a linear way of viewing life. We needed to have the construct of “time” in order to make sense of things and to move forward.  Even Albert Einstein taught that time doesn’t exist. albert-einstein-marketingland-600x179

Everything exists at the same time.

What we do when we chose a life, experience, place, journey, personality, purpose, etc., is we focus our energy on a specific thing.

“So the four of spades is about that repeated stabilization of focus in the sense that four tends to be stability, four does tend to be equanimity, or that notion of a square; that notion of a foundational shape which one can build things on.”

The Four of Spades represents our main block of focus on that which sets up the foundation for the life/work/health we desire to have.

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In a birth spread or forecast, when a Four of Spades shows up, it indicates that we will be satisfied and content with our work and health. It is somewhat neutral – a middle of the road- where we feel good and comfy with life. 

But, let’s take this a step further-

The Four of Spades is saying: “Hone in your focus, set up your foundation, feel yourself supported by Source.”

Your dedication to building a foundation is supported by your omniscience, by the dedication to your passion. You create a routine, a structure to build upon and a focused frequency for your goal.

The Four of Spades sits at Jupiter & Venus – two very prosperous planets.

You can’t manifest your desires if you constantly change your mind and don’t stay focused long enough to allow your energy to take form. The creative 3 energy needs somewhere to focus, something to hone in on and take root.

If you have a desire or  idea, and you keep it in the back of your mind and all you do with it is think:

…it can’t be done

…I’m not ready

…this is too hard

…I don’t have the money to do this…

then you are dissipating the energy of the idea, making it impossible before it can even become possible.

The Four of Spades is necessary in order for your idea/desire to take root and become a part of your life.

Your desire becomes a focus of that particular frequency.

Once your foundation and focus is set up, then along comes the next step – we move to the 5 energy. We need change to keep us moving forward.

The downside of the 4 is in getting stuck, complacent and living in our comfy little rut.

Once we feel secure and solid (4 energy) we can become stubborn and refuse to change, expand or grow. Or, we become so focused on maintaining that stability, that we won’t allow anything new to come into our lives – which would help us to expand and grow.

We need the non-stable energies in our lives so we can stop living in reaction mode.

Think about something in your life that happens and you feel as if it was done to you  and you react. Maybe it is a family member who hits your buttons, or something in your job that keeps throwing you off, or a behavior that keeps showing up in a relationship that annoys you.  Do you just continue to react, or do you stop and realize that it is YOUR choice and you can create a different situation?

Have you excepted these situations as your foundation? (Just how things are?) or do you use this focus that the Spades represents to choose an alternative way of being that is a happier, healthy foundation for you?

When you see the Spades suit symbol, see it as that point that you direct – the energy you have 100% control over. Where are you directing it? Are you creating the foundation for your dreams and goals?

We all love to be safe, secure and stable (well…except those who are fives!), but life isn’t meant to be constant. As it is said, the only constant is change.

“We want to introduce this concept of change, even with this four because that is what it is to be focusing in a frequency. It is taking it to a point, and just when you hone in on that point, it changes again. That is what it is to be outside of time.”

In the Age of Omniscience, we are learning to live outside the limitations of time. We are also understanding that with each thing we want and experience, it is merely a focusing of frequency.

In this Age of Omniscience, that is what soul growth is!

Do you fear or dislike change? Is there an area of your life where you feel shaky or unstable? If you have a dream or goal, do you build a stable foundation for it by directing your energy?

Why You Don’t Need To Have A Plan B

Plan_BWhen you want something, do you tend to have a Plan B, a just-in-case scenario, or do you get stuck in the land of What if…?

What if…it doesn’t work…

What if….I fail….

What if…my idea is stupid….

One of the main points we teach here at CTL is that we are all omniscient beings. We aren’t tossed about and controlled by outer forces or circumstances (unless that is what we are allowing). We direct the energy and our own power to those things we focus on and whatever is focused on most, manifests in our reality.

We are the directors and producers of our own show. If we stand by and refuse to direct, we allow others or past experiences to do it for us. (We create by default) we_are_directors

I just went through a situation where I felt out of control and I kept saying “I don’t know.” Intuitively though, I did know. But I thought that if I shared what I was getting intuitively, everyone would worry about me, think I was crazy or doubt me. And being the good little 6 of clubs that I am, I don’t like when people doubt me.

So, I let my fears conjure up a Plan B. It did soothe my scared ego and it was a plan I could tell my friends about. It sounded sane, doable and they could rest assured that I wasn’t going to become homeless.

But, here is how this really works:

When you get an intuitive hit about what you want to do and what is the best thing for you to do and it scares you or your ego says, what the fuck are you thinking?!?! – there are several things that can happen.

  1. You go with the intuitive hit – secretly. (this is what I did) You don’t want everyone thinking you’re crazy, so you don’t tell them what it is that you will really be doing. Sounds ok, right? The thing is, it weakens your energy. You, as the Director and Producer are handing your actors two scripts. You weaken their ability to fully embrace and play out the real script because they are also needing to learn the alternate script as well. Do you see how this weakens your manifesting power?

Your ego will freak out and it will want to hang onto the plan B if that makes it feel better, but when you allow your scared ego to run the ship, you miss out on an empowered, real and magical journey! What you are really after might take longer, or not happen at all because at some point, if enough energy is going to the plan B – it will be what manifests in your reality.

 

  1. You talk yourself out of what you intuitively know you can do/want to do. This is because it sounds too whacky and you are allowing your ego to fully call the shots. It can only base its decisions on what you already know and have lived (or know someone who has lived it). In other words, it can only say, this is possible if it has something to base the possibility on. It will NEVER feel that a risk or big goal is doable. It will NEVER jump up and down and be your biggest cheerleader if the idea takes it out of the status quo and comfort zone. If Plan B makes it feel safe and secure, it will be all in and that is what will materialize, leaving you to think, well, I guess the other idea wasn’t meant to be after all….

Is that how you really want to live your life? Most who do end up saying…I have many regrets…

The ego wants a linear step by step plan and for you to be safe the whole way through. If it can’t fathom the HOW, it will maneuver to make sure it follows the only HOW it knows. This limits you via lack of knowledge on a topic, or lack of experience or even a lack of support from others.

 

  1. You follow your intuitive hit fully with 100% focus. This is how we are to live. If you feel excited and this idea won’t leave you alone – it is the right idea. Why? Because you know, within your body and being when something is right for you. You feel it. You might be a bit nervous – anything new or different feels scary to some degree (and that is also your ego making sure that you don’t kill yourself), but if it is what YOU want, then it is 100% possible. Your FULL focus and “owning” of it empowers you and the actors go all in on that script and create the play for you. You trust. You allow. You follow the paths that are revealed and you let the players that Source sets up to help you, help. If anything that looks like an obstacle enters the picture, you check in on your own attitude and you see if the “obstacle” is a mirror of what is going on within YOU. You course correct. You SUCEED.

You don’t need the Plan B.

If your close friends are going to abandon you over what you know is right for you, then are they really the kind of friend you want? They might think you are whacky for a time, or worry about you (which is really only about them and their personal worries), and they might not see how it makes sense (because it doesn’t make sense for them), but any true friend will stick with you and accept any of your intuitive hits – because it is what we all want. To be who we are, to be respected for our choices and to be supported even if what we choose to do isn’t what others would choose.

Trust your intuitive hits. Trust and go for your true wants and ideas and goals. Those hits are why you are here and what you were meant to do.